Friday, July 15, 2011

But he's married...need I say more?

I went on vacation in Miami and had a great weekend. It was four of us and ended up being a total of 8 us on the second day! And it was beautiful!!

When we reached Miami it was raining. I was hoping for a good vacation with some new people. I vacationed with one of the girls before but the other two were associates. Once the plane touched down in Miami, I was so upset to see the RAIN!! Every where I looked, there was thunder, lightening and flooded roads. It did not seem like this was going to be a relaxing beach vacation.

Then, one of the girls said she knew someone that was also down in Miami and rented a car. So, off we went, the four musketeers. There were two guys in the car, and it was a nice 2011 Buick Enclave :) Talk about style!! They took us to Ihop and then they picked up another one of their friends... Now, pay attention to the count!! Now it's 3 of them and 4 of us...

We then decided to go to Wet Willlies and get "wet". LOL, we had everything from the call a cab to the streaker!! Then these nice gentlemen told us that they wanted to cook us dinner where they were staying in FORT LAUDERDALE!! And how could we say no to a free meal??

On our way to FT. Lauderdale, we ran out of gas on the freeway and I had to use my AAA. Thank goodness for AAA!! And while I sat in the front passenger seat, I had a moment to get to know the driver that got us stranded in the first place.

He enjoys different genres of music, was in the service for a little and oh yeah, he's married!!

But it was nice to get to know him. When we were finally rescued, we went to a gas station to fill up and then made our way to their beautiful home, only to find another one of them waiting... in fact, he just missed his flight!! Now the count is 4 on 4!! Great!!

We shared a nice family dinner and divulged in some good discussions. We agreed that the next day, we would go to a strip club and have some fun. Before they dropped us off at our hotel, the married one took my bbm pin. He told me I looked sexy, and that I had a nice personality. You know, all the stuff that makes us girls swoon. lol

And now to the nitty gritty, the next day, we met up with them to go to the club. We decided that if the club was in Ft. Lauderdale, it didn't make since for us to ride all the way back to Miami, we could just stay with them... there were several bedrooms and beds!!!

We split into two cars, by then, everyone was paired up!! Me and married were in the back of the Buick. He held my hand, and talked to me every so gently.... swoon damn it because I did!! lol, when we got to the club, everyone was buying drinks and watching pussies pop. He even had a lap dance which turned me on even more. Beyond that, he stood behind me, with a touch caress every few moments.

Then he whispered in my ear, "you know we're not taking you guys home tonight right?"

And then, I knew it was on. I responded," I figured..."

When we left, we stopped at Walmart because they wanted to cook us breakfast. Everyone got out of the Buick except for me and Married. We stayed, talked and kissed. I was infatuated by the kiss, it enveloped my entire body and made me feel sexy and wanted. I am not the one who enjoys being that other woman and I prayed for forgiveness, but that kiss... I prayed for the chance to get another.

And then, everyone came out of Walmart!! They got back in the car and we went to the house. Once all of the groceries were put away, it was time for everyone to go to their perspective rooms. Each girl was paired with a guy, and escorted to a bedroom to get some "sleep"... all except for me.

Married asked me if I wanted some music, and I told him yes. He set up the room and then escorted me in. When he kissed me again, I felt waterfalls drench my barren valley, and shivers go up and down my spine... I wanted that moment more than I wanted anything in a long time.

When I say, he put in some work, I mean Married had a hard hat, a drill and some caution tape because he was about to wreck me!! He made my walls fall down and my knees quiver, my body had felt things that it hadn't in years and I will always be grateful. The gentle kisses, the way his hand passed over my body and his tongue titillated my senses. It was an experience to remember.

When we went to sleep he held me in his arms and softly kissed my neck... and all I could think was, his wife is a lucky woman to get that on a regular basis... and then it hit me: I'm just the one night stand. I might not ever see him again. He lives several hundred miles away and I mean nothing to him.

The next morning, he kissed me. We didn't really talk because we knew we were the last ones to get up. But, in his own way, he was still kind. He didn't ride with us back to the hotel and at that moment, I felt like it was over. My body was still quivering from the night before and for the entire week after because of the passion we shared.

I couldn't leave it at that. I sent him a message over bb with my number and full name wishing he'd find a way to reach out to me. Then when I made it back to work, I found him on FB. I was hesitant to send a friend request but once I did, he quickly accepted.

I don't know if it was as good for him as it was for me, but what I do know is that I'd be willing to do it again. It was a vacation, and it brought me back to life. I am very grateful but I'm afraid to let him know all that he has done for me. I don't want him to feel obligated to have sex with me again but if the thought crosses his mind, I'm open. Even though I know it can never be anymore than a vacation place for him, I think my valley is a warm spot to take vacation.

I just can't get over the fact that he's married!!

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